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So my kids are on a plane, without me, or my husband. It’s still at the gate, and I’m still at the gate, but I have no way of knowing what’s going on inside. I hope for the sake of the other passengers that they’re behaving. And I hope they’re not scared.
We’ve all known that this was coming for more than a week, and I can honestly say that I didn’t feel at all nervous about it until they were actually out of my sight. I think staying strong for your kids is just one of those automatic things that you don’t even know you’re doing. So I gave them huge hugs – I thought Jake was going to break my back – and told them I loved them. Actually, I yelled it after them as they ran down the jetway with the gate agent telling them to wait up. They were eager, and I was proud that there was no scene, no drama, just slightly wet eyes from my son (don’t tell him I told you).
But now that I don’t have anybody here to be strong for, I’ve got butterflies in my stomach. I don’t get them when I put the kids in someone else’s car for a carpool, and I hate that my stomach isn’t cooperating with my logical brain on this.
My flight in the other direction doesn’t leave until an hour after they’ll be on the ground, so I have several hours to sit here and worry. Yay.
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